500 Days Of Summer and Talentime. Two movies you should definitely get and watch. Two great movies in one day. Wooh. I feel so good and energized eventhough it's night and am going to sleep in a few minutes. Ohmygod 500 Days Of Summer was just heartbreaking! I watched it and kept clutching at my heart whenever she blew him off. haha. Dramatic of me, but wth. I feel like killing her, she just wouldn't be with him but she just married that guy she barely knew. Ouch. Definite heartache. I felt the ache, man. haha. The part that just got me was when they were having this conversation.(pink for Summer, blue for Tom)
"I woke up one morning and I just felt it"
"Felt what?"
"What I wasn't sure of when I was with you."
And she said it in this so matter-of-fact way. As if the guy is so stupid not to know in the first place. And let me tell you, what she said was worse than a slap in the face. I'd go for a slap or even a punch anytime. But hearing those words spoken to me would be a deathwish. Seriously for those who want to watch but haven't watched it yet, don't read any further. Spoilers up ahead. Tak banyak pun, tapi spoilers nonetheless. It's so ironic really that in the end, he asked this stranger out, who was really pretty, gorgeous. And her name was Autumn. It's so damn ironic. Like at the end of Summer, you get Autumn. Haha. Wooh, that movie gave me an impact. Talentime as well. I looooooove Mahesh. Someone give me some Mahesh already! haha. The Granny was really funny. Got me laughing whenever she was on, including Abah, played by Harith Iskandar. The ending brought me to tears. God, I don't even know why! I guesss because it was just so touching.Seriously, I can't think of a reason for you to cry at the ending, but I did. It was so touching when Kahoe just barged on stage and played along with Hafiz (I think, I don't remember his name). The song was beautiful. I've heard of the malay version, which I'm not ashamed to say, I listen to every night before I go to sleep.ahahahahahahha. But the english version is fabulous!The lyrics, beoooooooooooooooooooooooooootiful.

I loved those two movies. Go watch it already, I can't seem to shut up.

I'm bored. I'm having a miserable conversation with Fye. And now I practically live at home in fear. I can't leave.. no, correction, I can't get out of the door without fearing for my life. I come home to fearful stories of parang-weilding motorcyclists attacking people outside their homes. Egh, I shudder at even the thought of it. I actually have wondered though, if anything happened and I do become a victim, who will care? no one. My family maybe. But that's all, no one else. It's a depressing night for both of us. Haih. Goodnight.

In less than like 20 minutes or so, it's going to be Raya Aidiladha. I remember a time when Hari Raya Haji was celebrated with as much enthusiasm as Eid. I don't know why now it's treated as though it's not such a big deal. Anyways, I guess I just wanted to wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha. Maay you be blessed. Sorry if I've done any of you wrong, as I know I've done. I guess it's safe to say that I've been waiting for someone to say sorry. That's all I wanna hear from him now. I don't care about anything else. But I'm guessing an apology will make it just about good. Or maybe he doesn't know he's done anything wrong? Although, you'd think you would know if you've done something wrong if you told someone you liked em and started to be friends and having all these long, fun conversations together day and night. And not to mention flirting with em, ohoho! flirting! Giving em mixed messages and hidden meanings behind what you say and telling people stuff about em. And after all that, suddenly giving up on em entirely and moving on to someone else. Better yet, moving on to a dozen different girls all of a sudden. Leaving em all confused and curious and wondering "where the hell did i screw up?' And making em suddenly realize, "I like this jerk after all." And when they finally do accept what has happened, you show up all of a sudden smiling and waving, and then the next moment you meet, totally ignoring em like a complete stranger. And everytime you do meet, you don't even look at em. Letting em think, "Ok ok fine. I don't care. Quit showing up in my life already"
So yeah, you'd think you would know if you did anything wrong. I know I'm wasting my time doing this post because how will he ever know right. Jyeah, but, what do I care., hahahahahhah. I'm bored.

Ooooooh, Justin Bieber actually is a really good singer. I kept thinking fake Disney star everytime I hear him on the radio. Turns out he's not even Disney! wahahhahahhahah. :)

Greetings all! I watched A Christmas Carol this evening. It was alright. Nothing too exciting about it. The 3D was sort of interesting though. Haha. Jakun, first time tgk.gahaha. I had fun. Now! The pictures I was talking about. Nothing too exciting about the photos. But at least I can show some photos of moi at ze school. HAHAHAHA.

Breakfast, lunch, snack.

The one tepi sekali, paling bajet.hahahahahahhahaha

Lepaking at the Kopitiam. Our spot, mind you.

Ni semua gambar computer lab junkies. we're regulars there. hahahah

My twin. I mean literally. haha. Born on the same day.I was dancing alright. I don't remember what song though.
Budak gedik.Gets on my nerves.hahahahhaMy everyday normal fix :)
they make life there at least a little tolerable.

Banyak la pulak aku bubuh.Here are the few pictures. These people are the ones who make life there ok and fun. Haha. Macam macam ah kerenah dorg. Crazy folks too, let me tell you. I'm sleepy, goodnight folks ;)

eghhhh.
er er
shit
why do i bother anymore

I am now chillin at my momma's crib. Sort of. Her office sort of is like her crib. So, yeahhhhh. A few more minutes to my music lesson, so here I am, wasting my time til' I have to go walk to Yamaha. Eish. Malas sebenarnya, tapi mengikut perintah ayahanda tersayang. Kena jugak continue my music lesson. I went to school just now to go to the comp lab. All the way there, in the early hours of the day, abandoning my beautiful bed. Tapi the keys weren't there, so there you go, a few hours wasted doing nothing. So I have to go there again tomorrow, because the teacher's bringing the keys tomorrow. But then, I'm going out tomorrow, so, I'll have to plan a time budget. Can't waste time and risk not going out tomorrow.
I literally walked down the school corridors muttering under my breath, "I can't believe I'm freaking here. I hate this effing school. I hate this effing school. Just can't get enough of it can't ya?", over and over again. And when I did get the keys to the comp lab, turns out, that there's another key that unlocks the padlock, and yeah, guess what, that is the key that's with the teacher. So, yeah, another yeah-victory-i-did-it scenario gone wrong. And after I found that out, I kept saying to myself, "Brilliant, brilliant you. I hate this effing school, I hate this effing school."

So, that's pretty much how my morning went. I really do hope history does not repeat itself tomorrow. Did I mention, the work that we've been doing were all erased from the hard disk because it got attacked by the freaking stupid virus that came from the school library's computer. Which pretty much affected the files which got copied to someone else's pendrive, which was then inserted to the computer that I always use at school and consequently, affected every damned file I ever saved in there, including all the psd's we made that were all, I repeat ALL the freaking contents of the freaking stupid magazine! Which got fucking erased!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh, I'm damned pissed off alright. Today I'm this disappointed, furious bitch who hates that stupid bitch. Haha. I like that sentence, it's got a ring to it.

Wooohooooooo, trust me. I so 'loooove' my life right now. It's one big heap of love and joy, people! Love and joy!

Selamat petang. Salaam. How else would you greet people? There are just so many ways to greet people. What the hell am I crapping about ni. Tension ah dol.

My brothers got lucky, surprisingly Danial got lucky. My friends got lucky, and I mean always. The people around me get lucky. Everyone I know gets lucky. They always get what they want, but sometimes they get what they don't expect to get. Yang aku nak aku tak dapat, yang aku taknak lagilah aku tak dapat. When am I gonna get lucky. I've been thinking and dreaming of things that would happen during the holidays, but looks like they pretty sure aren't gonna happen anytime soon or anytime at all, in fact. I shouldn't be thinking about things like this. But when you don't get something for so long, you just kinda wonder when is it going to happen, or will it even happen at all. So right now, I'm one wreck of disappointed desperate bitch, and I freaking hate that bitch. Hahaha. I never liked her before and this year has just got me hating on her guts more. well, it is what it is. Photos &videos will be uploaded nanti ye. Byebye ;)

Hey shugahhhs! I'm back home for the holidays. I'm gonna make the most of it since I only have 44 days. Dayyyum stupid dipshit. I have it all worked out, according to schedule. I'm gonna buy books, books and more books, and I'm gonna have to study. Catch up on all the work I left out on at school. haih, boring as hell, but who cares, I need to improve. I got my class and I'm not happy with it, so I'm gonna work for it just to prove to you people, I'm not as stupid as I seem to be. I'm gonna come up as the top in the class. You just wait and see. I'll show it to you guys and shove it up your faces. Beat that, son! Tawakal je la, nak buat mcm mana lg. tu lah, org semua belajar, aku buat apa. berangan. I guess I forgot that I'm in SBP. Sekolah biasa, lek ja la weh, who cares what I get. Here, woooh, one wrong step and you're out. Bapak ah. eff weh, dah insaf dah ni. For this holiday, it's more tuition, exercise*ehemm*, and sleep. And damn son. I've got to siapkan my graphics work to be sent back to school next Tuesday. Crap. Malasnye la pulak.hahahhahah. Who wants to see the rough copy of the magazine???ahahhahahahhahah. Come one, come all! The entire mag is entirely from our own sweat. wooh, cikgu tolong sikit2 je. That's how stressful it is being in the sidang redaksi this year.

I've got cool videos and pictures to share here. Wait for it..wait for it..hhahaha.adios

Welcome to the world! Alhamdulillah, Uncle Charl is blessed with a little baby boy. Little Wan Idlan Hakimi. They call him Kimi as in Kimi Raikonnen or something, that F1 driver. But Bil and I have decided that we will call him Idlan because it really is a nice name and I, personally have not heard of the name before. So, we, the cousins, will be calling him Idlan. He's a cute little baby. He's really fair and has got rosy cheeks. He's gonna be one hell of a looker when he grows up but he's got sepet eyes from his daddy. Haha. Can't wait to bully him when he grows up. It's payback for all the times Uncle Charl bullied when I was a kid. Muahaha :)